Well, it's August 1st, and I'm happy to say I'm done with my CNA course! Friday was my last day. All I need to do now is take the state test and I'm certified. Hooray! Kinda strange though... I'm super tired all the time now. I don't know if it was the long days or the tasks-I-don't-normally-do that got to me, but I'm been exhausted. Or maybe it's because I'm in limbo. I was talking to my friend the other day about how we think most kids our age are feeling the same way. I feel like I've died and gone into limbo and I've no clue what to do. Each day I think of something I could do/need to do, but end up not doing it because I don't wanna. Every day I end up doing the same tasks over and over again and it becomes mundane. And it's not like there's stuff I can't do... I can do whatever I want! There's everything to do, but at the same time there's nothing. Ugh. It's driving me crazy! I guess all I can do is look forward to August 20th... USU move in day. As sad as I am to be leaving my family and close friends in 19 days (and will probably have breakdowns the first week of school and want to go home) I'm still ready to go. I need to get out of this limbo feeling asap and start having new experiences! I want to step off the boat and not just walk on water, but hit the water running, with a horizon full of goals.
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Holy wow...my summer thoughts to the tee! High school --> college ...It's definitely a strange stage in life and I think I've got a good understanding of how you're feeling. (P.S. - That picture is from a sweet video game named Limbo...not sure if you knew. Nice choice!)
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